I noticed the lack of personal posts I have here on this blog. I feel like that has to change. lol..Then again, I’m rarely ever in the mood to share anything that goes on with myself on this blog and if I do decide to type stuff up, it would just get lost in the endless void of my drafts.

Hmmm….Let me at least tell you about my Valentines.

This year’s Valentines was pretty weird. I got quite a few texts wishing me a Happy Valentines. Since when did people wish one another Happy Valentines? That was new to me and I lol’d when reading each text. Had no date for the day nor was I interested in asking anyone. Well..Hmm.
My brother got engaged to his girlfriend on the day. I have yet to go visit and congratulate them. Woohooo~ I guess that’s anything worth mentioning about the day?

…Look at this.

Word. Accidentally called her on Skype because the damn Skype Phone App sucks the d. She picked up and I was like “What the fuck? Mimsy HANG UP I’M FAPPING.” and she was like “Mmmmm…NNO WAISZ”.

…..fu mimsy!

Kidding. I wasn’t fapping. I did accidentally call her and the clank clank she was hearing was me trying to cancel the call. lol…dat awkward FUCK MIMSY

I’m trying so hard to recall every single detail of that dream. I jotted down all that I could remember elsewhere. lol I shouldn’t even bother, seeing as how much it upset me that morning. But then again, my curiosity is getting the better of me.

Word, being stupid out here.~

Had this dream last night about a certain someone. I woke up the MADDEST for whatever reason.

Man…FUCK WHAT WHY I DON’T UNDERSTAND LOL

Haven’t been adding people’s numbers to my contacts for the longest. Got a wave of Chinese New Years texts and all I have to go on is their phone number. I’m sitting here like…WAT WHO WAT WAT.

Might be losing my voice from all this raging.. -_-

I haven’t been posting much as of late, so I decided to do so a bit tonight. Uh…Yeah. I have yet to answer the asks I’ve gotten as well. I’ll eventually take the time to give whoever decent responses.

Sorrylol.

Somehow Sol was able to talk me into playing Minecraft. It was actually either Sol or Jay but whatever. After all the shit I had talked about this game, it pisses me off that I actually enjoy it. LOL 
I had never actually played it ‘til a few days ago. All I ever saw of the game was when my nephew played and I just teased him about playing a stupid looking game nonstop. Now here I am playing that game and enjoying it. Hot damn..

Falling in lava all day, boy. 

I don’t want to think about it. It’s a thought that irks me and puts me in a bad mood. A god damn reminder of how much of a scumbag I was.

I deserve the outcome of all that has happened and who I lost because of it all. The blame is mine alone.

…And I didn’t tell you because I don’t want you coming to me attempting to be someone you aren’t. It’s either you got it or you don’t. I wouldn’t want you to change for me when there is nothing wrong with you to begin with. The problem lies with me. Shit, I’ve only liked liked one person since gwb. 
I’m weird as fuck, sorry.

This reminds me of something..
Despite having said that I would willingly jump into something with someone who was completely wrong for me, I honestly don’t think I can do it. Certain people I’ve liked come to mind and I think to myself, “What the fuck. Why.” lol..

It always seems like a good idea until I come over and sit down in front of my computer. Maybe I should just start jotting down my rage and feels on my phone as they come to me.

Grrr. 
Oh and fuck you, Marcus. WHERE MY HOMIE AT? RETIRED AND IN LOVE, THAT’S WHERE!